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I
have written in other parts of the gridding
information about having bad days, the dark feelings that tend to
accompany those days and the need to hold focus of your soul during this period.
I
want to write more on this so that people understand that this is just
part of the evolutionary process and it has been avoided for so long not
many are aware of it. This lack of awareness helps us stay in our
old patterning and limits the use of our brain.
On
the big changes I believe our consciousness is being pushed up against
the boundaries of the dimensional construct of time and space. It
is not a bad thing even though it feels empty and full of despair.
This feeling is amplified because to go that deeply into the void we have
been stripped of our beliefs and awareness so we can be born into
something greater. It feels like we have been pulled into a black
hole and stripped of all light.
What
is absolutely important to understand is this is a birthing of a new part
of our consciousness. It is temporary and when you come out
of it you will have a new awareness about
who you are or what life is about. IT IS NOT A BAD THING. It
is a process of the Ego dying and being reborn --- Transmutation,
Purification and Transformation.
This
grid presented itself to assist in this evolutionary process. It’s design is to assist one through the completion of
their current issues which have come to the surface. If you are in
a life change where chaos, turmoil, grief, anxiety, and strong emotional
feelings are moving through your awareness, this grid will help
you. If you can relax into the changes, breathe, and let go,
this grid will help you go through the changes with grace and ease.
For
this grid to work to it’s highest potential,
your intention has to be win/win and to do no harm. I do not want to
hurt myself or anyone else. I do not want to take from
anyone. I welcome the highest and best outcome. I intend to
live my essence.
Remember,
you are clearing the thoughts and feelings of your karma and the genetics
of 6 generations of your biological family. What bothers you is
what is keeping you from evolving for it does not bother the next
person. Look at it as if you are possessed by a low frequency
spirit wanting love. You have to give it love in order to transmute
it. You can best accomplish this by not doing anything but relaxing
and breathing into the heart. If you become sidetracked by thinking
and doing while you are releasing, you will recycle the old energy.
Please follow the separate instructions on how to use these crystal
grids.
You
may feel hurt. You may feel loss. You may feel like you want
revenge or to run away. The old patterns are surfacing and it may
feel personal.
Face
your fears and judgments knowing you are protected by spirit. You
cannot grow and evolve without going through some kind of chaos.
Most people cannot stand the discomfort and do everything under the sun
to avoid it. In time you will absolutely cherish your bad days for
you will consciously know you are being reborn. As the
energy clears, you will come into new perspectives and a new you.. After you have cleared the
release, watch for new ideas, new awarenesses,
and new synchronicities. THIS GRID WILL OPEN YOU TO NEW
OPPORTUNITIES OR HELP YOU MOVE THROUGH A CURRENT PROBLEM OR SITUATION.
The Grid
There are 13 positions in the grid. There are 12
points and lines that form the circle and 1 point in the center.
Beginning at 1:00 and moving clockwise the points are as follows:
Energies of the Crystals
at each Point
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Point
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Geometric Energy
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Planetary Energy
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1:00
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Sphere-unity
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Vulcan-power
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2:00
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Vesica Piscis-birth/creation
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Mercury-inner and outer communication
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3:00
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Oberian-healing/harmony
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Venus-love
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4:00
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Grael-golden
mean/evolution
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Earth-divine feminine/mother substance
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5:00
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Pentagram-regeneration
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Mars-regeneration
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6:00
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6 Pointed Star-structure/function
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Tiamet-moving beyond
the wounded healer
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7:00
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7 Pointed Star-rainbow bridge
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Jupiter-expansion
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8:00
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8 Pointed Star-fortune or misfortune
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Saturn-structure/karma
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9:00
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9 Pointed Star-mastery
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Uranus-evolution
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10:00
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10 Pointed Star-creation/manifestation
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Neptune-mystical
/spiritual/vision
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11:00
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Union of
Opposites-beyond polarity
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Pluto-transformation
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12:00
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12 Pointed Star-perfection/truth
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Transpluto-
multidimensional
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There
has been a great deal written on the collective and exponential power of
the 50,000 crystals which have been planted into the ground. Please refer
to my website for those details. Know, however, that there is an
accumulation of awesome energies in each of those charged crystals. Each
of the 12 points, as well as the point in the center, are
supported by these charged crystals. The path of the energy as it flows
from each position of the grid is designed to support you in your current
circumstance.
Energies of this 12 Pointed Star
The 12 pointed star and each point of the star has its own power and
purpose. The crystals added to each point or the star opens to an even
greater energy.
The energies of each point on the star are as follows:
1:00-The energy of your current circumstance
Crystal
support-unity and power (Between 1:00 and 2:00 is a dip, or contraction
in energy. Also, the frequency of 2:00 is slightly higher than that of
1:00. This is true for all 12 points.)
2:00-Opens you to love
Crystal
support-birth/creation in inner and outer circumstances
3:00-Infinity
There are thousands of choices and we tend to
choose the same ones. It is critical to break the old patterns and open
to new circuitry and new opportunities. Crystal support-healing, harmony,
and love
4:00-Equity
Equality and fairness for each individual in your current
circumstance. Don’t try to take the whole pie for yourself. Crystal
support-golden mean spiral/evolution/mother substance and divine feminine
5:00-Honor
See the perspective of everyone in your current circumstance. Be
honor and you will attract honor. Crystal
support-regeneration
6:00-Grace
Crystal
support-structure, function, order, healing wounds
7:00-Myself
What is true for me in this moment? Crystal support-rainbow bridge,
expansion
8:00-Parity
Balances equity on the other side. Crystal support-fortune or misfortune
depending on your thinking, structure
9:00-Eternity
We tend to only focus on the current event. Look at the bigger picture
knowing you are responsible for your thoughts, feelings, and actions. Crystal
support-mastery and evolution
10:00-Light Wisdom or understanding.
Crystal
support-creation/manifestation, vision, mystical, and spirit
11:00-Resolution
Opening occurs for current circumstance. Crystal
support-beyond polarity, transformation
12:00-Truth
Crystal
support-truth and perfection in this moment, knowing your
multidimensional self
The center is a diamond.
The diamond is the shape of the universal heart bringing in
paradise, perfection, and creation for your current circumstance in this
moment. The artwork on the front opens to the golden nectar of universal
love and wisdom, the silver of the divine feminine, and the void where
everything that ever existed is birthed.
IV Transmutation and Creation
Understandings and Helpful Direction
1—Everything that happens to us we create. Energies exist which
are part of our consciousness that we may not be aware of. When
circumstances bring us a situation, one that feels good or feels bad, it
is an opportunity to integrate past patterning and create new etheric circuitry. We evolve and manifest, and most
important, we see parts of ourselves we may not be aware of.
2—Manifestation and creation are a result of vibration and
frequency changes and not necessarily something we do.
3—All feelings are sacred. I was taught and held in my
belief system that only bad people feel anger, resentment, hate, etc…so
when these feelings surfaced in me, I avoided them and blamed myself for
being bad. This resulted in great inner turmoil.
4—Wherever you are is OK. Stop
beating yourself up when you are not perfect.
5—Chaos is the beginning of something new. Learn to love
the feeling. This is the opportunity to come apart and come back together
in a new way.
6—It is impossible to evolve and grow without chaos and the
void. We tend to want to be comfortable. Forget comfort and go into the
darkness through your breath. Relax and allow.
7—Terror of this darkness holds us back. Part of the creative
process is the void passing through our physical form. Depression is a
human reaction to the void. The void is nothingness, it feels empty. You
cannot take your thoughts there. The void is where all new form takes
place. The mind reacts to the emptiness of the void with despair, pain,
and suffering. By relaxing into the void, breathing, and working with the
Transmutation Grid, it’s absolutely possible to move beyond depression
and into the creative powers. If you get into fear and judgement and you let your mind control the process
rather than your heart, suffering will become apparent. That is o.k., it
just hurts more. Some people will master the void in one or two sessions,
others may take longer. It is all o.k.
8—Anger and rage are spiritual fire burning out old
patterning. It is part of the soul infusion. Please don’t hold onto a
situation and or old beliefs that your soul is trying to free you
of.
9—Love, joy, gratitude,
appreciation, bliss, etc…are just feelings. Learn to just be those feelings.
Learn to just sit in them. This takes great patience for the minute we
feel those feelings we want to attach them to a thought, person, place,
thing, or vision. When we do this, we give our essence to what the mind
feels is true. The mind only knows the past and what has already
happened. When you are in those feelings, get centered, take a breath and
ask your soul “What other forms can these feelings take?” This will open
new circuitry in the brain so that more new experiences can manifest and
open the brain beyond it’s current use of
10%-15%.
10—When a new experience presents itself, it may feel
uncomfortable. It is important to step into that feeling and choose the
experience. Many people loose opportunities because they want to keep
doing things the way they have always done them.
11—The masculine way of living is what we have been in for a long
time. It insists on doing and acting on a new thought or circumstance
based on past beliefs and understandings so that we can acquire or
achieve something, so that we can feel good about ourself.
It is more of an electric energy applied to a feeling to accomplish a
goal. The feminine energy is heart centered and it is magnetic. It is the
unattached feeling of essence, and it will attract to you the next experience
your soul would like you to have.
12—There are two of you. One is personality, which is
made up of a multitude of beliefs and experiences, and the other is pure
essence. People who have seen their true self have trouble believing they
are that perfect.
V Practical Applications for Living
1—All of these grids will assist you in becoming the real you
beyond polarity. Each grid is an antenna for certain high frequency
patterning you would wish to anchor in your energy field. It usually takes
several months to anchor one pattern.
2—With the onset of Uranus moving into Pisces on March 10, 2003
and Saturn moving into Cancer in June of 2003, people’s feelings will
rapidly come to the surface and this condition will continue to amplify
from here on out.
3—Everything that we perceive as bad is actually spirit
trying to coach our consciousness to us beyond the limitations of the
mind and open us to our heart and the creative forces. We have free will
regarding what we choose to focus on. The mind only knows the past. The
heart births the future.
4—The way we have lived, thought, and behaved will not
sustain itself in the new energy. If your life has begun to come apart or
if your old ways are not working, don’t wait for the roof to fall in as I
did. Spirit allowed me to experience devastation because I did not pay
attention to the smaller events that would have allowed me to release the
past in a much more gentle way.
5—If something in your life is making you angry, use the Transmutation Grid to soften the
experience. As soon as you become upset, stop what you are doing if
possible, lie down and use the grid as the instructions indicate. If you
get into confrontation, you will amplify the old energy and move into
suffering even if you do this in your mind while you are alone. We have
been taught to win by way of force. To make things happen
at all cost. The feminine way, the true way of creation, is though
feeling. Spirit and vibration change. Force through thoughts, feelings,
and actions are ego and personality construct. Spirit/soul energy
is essence which include the feelings of
gratitude, appreciation, love, joy, bliss, peace, etc… This is the power
of spirit in that when one focuses on these feelings even when they feel
bad, they will become what they focus on and they will attract to them
the abundance to support a life style that allows them to flourish in
these feelings.
6—You will get only what you need as long as you need
it.
7—If you focus on a person, place, or thing believing it or
they will bring you happiness, and you give your energy to that person,
place, or thing, you will not create. This is the old way that worked
while we were living in the mental energies.
8--When you “have to have”, use your grid and ask your spirit “what
other form can this take?” This will help release the attachment.
Remember, . It’s an
unattached feeling. Practice being joy for that is who we are. Everything
you desire is in the heart. When you can feel it, you will attract
something to you, which will enhance that feeling.
9--A practice I regularly engage in is to completely relax
into the moment and breathe into the heart while freeing myself of all
thoughts. This is a most effective way of strengthening my connection to
my higher self. I do this often while in conversations with others. For
example, rather than thinking of what I am going to say, I see what comes
in from my spirit.
10--If you are in a large life change at this time
surrounded by much chaos and confusion such as losing your job, losing
your home, your car, your marriage, or relationships, you may discover
that your soul is pushing you in new directions. When one door closes,
another opens.
11--When you are clearing, your auric
field fills with the energy of the release and this tends to attract
situations which amplify that energy.
12--When I have a nasty thought, I acknowledge it and
I ask my spirit to take care or it. We consciously have to ask spirit for
help. The more we do this, we crack our old
patterning and connect with soul.
13--The more you relax and allow,
the more connected you become to your spirit. Tension is holding on to
past patterning and this creates a resistance and barrier to your
connection with your higher self.
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